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Biasanya manusia dicari dan di pertahankan karena manusia lain memiliki ruang kosong, namun terkadang ada segelintir manusia yang sengaja membuat lubang untuk manusia lain.  Menurut kalian manusia mana yang bisa lebih menikmati hangatnya semesta? Tergambar dibenak si Penulis dengan menjadi manusia lain yang sengaja dibuatkan lubang untuknya. Lagi-lagi manusia kembali bergulat dengan....

Mengapa manusia harus bersama dengan manusia lain. tidak bisa kah manusia dengan ketenangan. tidak bisa kah manusia dengan hal yang disebut kebahaigaan. semakin sadar manusia melihat kehancuran tapi berpura-pura. manusia yang dikenal mengenal selalu tidak semua pasti akan hilang menjadi manusia yang jauh dari keberadaan saat bersama manusia sebelumnya. tergores tepat di dalam, membabi buta melucuti inchi demi inchi. lelah pasti, namun kelihatnnya semua berantakan.  manusia pasti berubah? manusia dapat berubah? manusia dapat kembali? manusia kembali setelah terlepas dari manusia setelahnya, manusia berubah sesudah manusia sebelumnya. Tidak kah manusia bertingkah berfikir selayaknya saja? Tidak. Manusia bersama manusia tapi yang dilihat saja, diluar semesta? Entahlah. Berpura-pura tidaklah menyakitkan, katanya.

Have you ever been scared of what you see when you look into the mirror? I’m scared.... Scared of what I see when I look right into the mirror. It’s dark, creepy...and looks sad. I try waking up everyday  with a smile. Pushing aside all the dead feelings lingering inside me, but...it never works. It’s nothing new to me anyways, I’ve learnt to leave with it. I’ve learnt to ignore all the dark and crazy emotions I get when looking right into the mirror. It’s just a mirror. Just glass. Just a reflection of myself. I can’t help but wonder, if the reflection I see everyday is truly me or... Guess I’ll find out someday.

Trigger Warning! In this blog, I'm going to talk about  How to care for those with a mental health disorder Millions of people struggle with some kind of mental disorder. Whether it may be, bipolar disorder, anxiety, PTSD, depression, OCD, BPD, Schizophrenia or any other disorder. We've all had an experience with something like this, either it being ourselves dealing with it or someone we know. Here are a few ways on how to care for someone who is dealing with (a) mental disorder(s).  Be Compassionate. Being compassionate towards someone dealing with a mental disorder is very helpful for many reasons. It makes them feel comforted, cared for and not alone. There is a sense of safety and security while being around someone who is showing compassion, sympathy and kindness. Don’t Force Conversation. If a person is having a problem, your go to thought may be to try and get them to talk about how they feel. When you may have good intentions, it could possibly ...

Trigger Warning! What Is Dissociative Identity Disorder ?   Dissociative Identity Disorder (also known as DID) is a condition where a person develops one or more alternate personalities that function with or without the awareness of the person’s usual personality. Dissociative Identity Disorder is very complex and can be easily misunderstood. Many people have heard of “multiple personalities” but do not know the causes of it or details. Dissociative Identity Disorder can be caused by things like a traumatizing childhood, abuse and etc. Symptoms Note: These are only a few symptoms. There are other ones but not all can be included. • Exhibition of two or more personalities. (alters) • Out of character behavior. • Memory loss. • Feeling unreal (derealization) • Identity confusion. • Depression. • Mood swings. • High levels of anxiety. • Hallucinations. (Note: Seek professional help if you believe you are suffering from a certain disorder, don't sel...

Trigger Warning! Please keep in mind we are talking about mental health/disorders. Read with caution as it may be triggering. What is Apotemnophilia?  Apotemnophilia, goes by many different names including Amputee Identity Disorder, Body Integrity Identity Disorder (BIID), and Body Integrity Dysphoria (BID). This is the disorder of wanting to be disabled, have an amputee from an abled-body part, or feeling uncomfortable with being able-bodied. Currently, it is unclear what the cause of Apotemnophilia is, though some believe it might be caused because of trauma, obsessive-compulsive tendencies, or over-identification with amputees. Others believe it is caused when the brain hasn’t properly mapped the body. Symptoms There aren’t many known symptoms for Apotemnophilia other than the desire to amputate an abled body part. While some have said they have no other symptoms, others have said they have mild symptoms including depression and anxiety. Treatment While th...

Trigger Warning! This post discusses triggering topics such as suicide, self harm, drug/substance abuse, physical fights, physical and sexual abuse, severe mental health issues and other possibly triggering topics. Hello fellow earthlings! Welcome to my part of this week's  #takeover  ! Today I'll be informing you on Borderline Personality Disorder. Without further ado, let's get right into it! What Is Borderline personality disorder ? Borderline personality disorder is a mental health disorder that impacts the way someone think and feel about others and yourself and emotional instability, therefore causing problems in your daily life. This disorder causes you to have self-esteem / self-image issues, trouble controlling emotions and unstable relationships. An individual with BPD would also have a great fear of being abandoned and can't tolerate being alone. Despite wanting lasting relationships with others, their anger issues, impulsiveness and many m...